we used to be friends.... over the years, only when we were together but(distance never seemed to work) but we were friends. on our good days you were the ying to my yang... on bad days well... we both never really learned to let go of our pride. never a dull moment, either extremely happy and inseparable or mad as hell and not speaking. the roller coaster was bound to end in a fatal crash. i think about you sometimes, convince myself i dont care whats going on with you... but i think about you.... i told myself you were too selfish for us to remain, too immature to have a true friendship, i found a million reasons why i should be glad you were gone, and i was too proud to let myself think i wanted you in my life regardless.i cant pretend i don't miss you somedays... but now you are just a girl i used to know. i will never forget mountain dews at lunch and cookies at break.... birthdays were the funnest... urs anyway... people ask me how you are or why we dont talk... i avoid giving answers. the only true answer is that no matter how hard u try to hold on or think you can let go , some people come into your life for a reason, some for a season, and some for a lifetime. i have no reason, but we had our season.... it didnt last a lifetime.
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